25 May Journal

Good MOrning poeples, Its thirsday, yes I cannot spell today. LOL The weekend fastly approaching, and well I am surely ready for it an so many ways. I Need the rest or the excitement, which ever comes. MOstly I do not need much on the rest department, as I am always sittin on my backside….

12 & 13 May journal

Good morning folks it’s Friday. Thus i think it’s Friday. It’s been one of those weeks and hopefully the closing will be much better than the rest of it. I’ve got training to do this weekend on line. I really do not want to be in front of the computer all weekend. I should have…

9 April Journal

Good Sunny Sunday folks, I am doing much better than I had been. I am not really sure what happened, but i do not feel stressed like i did only a afew days ago. IT is rather funny about how that works sometimes isnt it?  Yesterday I did something else in LIU of writing a…

30 March journal

Good morning folks it’s Thursday. Though i thought it was Thursday last evening. This week is dragging and yet flying. I’ve not had much of an opportunity to rest in the evenings like I was. Which is something i need to do.  I was up late working on that project for wel work on Tuesday…

21 March Journal

Good evening Folks, it is tuesday. It has been a rather decent day. The weather nice and all that and maybe some headway at work for a change. Maybe because no one is giving me the stuff they are supposed to so I have ran out of things to do in a way.  I did…

20 March Journal

Good MOnday morning everyone. I am not doing as well as I have led on to believe. My mornings are usually filled with tears or near tears. MIssing my Angel has been a tough thing to try and get used to. I cannot get used to it. I am so ready for this month to…

Hrt update

Well folks, it’s Friday, St. Patties day. I’ve been in fairly good spirits today. I honestly think I’ve had a turn around mentally. I’ve been on hormones for almost ten months. It’s been a crazy ride, as well as emotional. The emotions have been bad the last month especially. In the increase of both spiro…

16 March Joural

Good afternoon folks its Thurday evening. I am so ready for a warm day. I am rather tired of the cold now. Especially after having nearly an entire month of spring weather, no snow or cold and then Last Thursday the weather got cold and it hasnt really warmed up since. Yesterday was the first…

14 March journal

Good morning folks, it’s tuesday i do believe. Some howi have lost the days. Yes i know that sounds kinda stupid but it happens. I was so tired that last evening i passed out at six thirty pm.  I have learned that I’m an emotional wreck wheni get tired. it really sucks honestly. So I’ve…

13 March journal.

Good lord this crazy tablet will not save my posts so I get to start all over again. Good afternoon folks its monday, and ITS FREAKING COLD again. I wont go back all into what has happened but yesterday was sunny and great and the snow was pretty. TOday Cloudy and rain mix with snow….

7 March Journal

Good morning folks it’s tuesday a I’m dragging today. I’ve been to bed late to days in a row. Last night I went to the local trans support group meeting. It’s better than it used to be. Still i don’t feel like I fit in with that younger crowd of folks. But still a way…

28 February Journal

Well folks its tuesday. at least it isnt Monday. I hope today doesnt go like yesterday. I do have some things on my mind though that may or may not be relevant to someones life.  Loneliness, its a sad thing and for some reason I made it through day one of not having my love,…