Where I’m at now

I’ve had the pleasure of seeing where i once was from the eyes of an outsider. Me being the outsider. I’ve read a blog here and there, and recently the pilsbury dough boy who’s stating he’s thinking he’s trans. I can remember when i was in those shoes and those early stages of transition. Now…

6 August Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. Its been a busy week and weekend this far. NExt week does not appear to be going to allow for any easier time either. I have started so many posts this week that didnt get finished its not even funny. Who knows what i was talking about in those posts and…

24 July Journal

Good Evening Folks, its been a manic Monday. Operations will start 7 August and well, I dont feel my area is ready for the day to start. A bunch of sloth working, no coming to work, getting hurt by being stupid idiots. It has gotten to the point that I have to go out into…

HUM 22 July Journal

Good Saturday morning folks. I am trying this beta thingy out and have no idea what its going to do for me. I am not even through the first cup of coffee yet. But ya know, it is only coffee the life of the mornings for a large portion of the USA. Abbot and Costello…

17 July Journal

Good Monday Morning Folks. I hope it isnt like last week. MOnday of manic scale had followed me all week long. I am hoping fo a better week. I need it something fierce.  It is 3:15 am. I woke up at just before 3 with out an alarm. I must be stressing out. I a…

8 July Journal

Good morning Folks, TOday is going to be another day of change. More in the moving forward into my own desolate world of emptiness.  I had hoped to have the funds to make a purchase this weekend for an item that I am losing. I do not and will be reduced by more stuff. I…

5 July journal

It’s humpday folks. It feels like Monday. Sorry last night’s extremely late night of no power and fireworks going off until who knows when, I’m a bit worn out. So yes I’m tired. And close to being cranky.  The world seems to be full of all kinds of stuff on the bs department lately. I’m…

2 July Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. The sun is rather hit and mis today so far. Clouds in and out make for a wonderful sunrise.  Life moves forward in Candi Land. I am getting rather televisioned out and need to do something more contructive like board games or restoring things or something small that I can do…

23 June Journal

Good Morning Folks ITs FRIDAY, and its raining. Hope that some lower humidity will occur later. It has been like an indoor heated pool sauna here the last couple days. It does wonders to your hair. LOL I do not have much going on actually. just as usual work and worry. I am tired, and…

16 June Journal

Good Morning folks ITS FRIDAY. This month is hal over and the year over half over. WOW time is really passing by.  I was digging through some stuff last night and found a picture, then placed it next to a current picture. Holy Wow I was shocked at the fact I didnt even recognize my…

14 JUne Journal

Good Happy Hump day folks. I am worn out. I honestly believe most of it is either stress or lack of physically moving every single day like i was before taking this position. Truthfully it isnt healthy and I am trying to find time to move and exercise. I probably need to get a schedule…

13 June journal

Good morning folks it’s Tuesday and it’s been a couple days since I’ve written. Note to self, don’t get drunk. Lol. Yes, Friday nights chemical reset was still being felt even through yesterday. Then add softball on Sunday and I’m pretty darn sore. Today my legs hurt but at least they aren’t jello like yesterday,…