12 October Journal

Good Morning folks its Thursday. I feel a great deal better than i did last night. I was in bed by 545 or so last evening. Passed out and slept all night for the most part. I dont feel as worn out as i did yesterday when I got up. I do stand by what…

Crying Again 😥

How does one say goodbye? Not just because they left by death, but because they “abandoned” you. I have had this need that cannot be fulfilled to talk to my parents. They have not passed away and the fact that they did not say a word to me, not even go fuck off, on my…

19 September Journal

Good Tuesday Morning folks, I am not looking forward to today. I already planned off for yesterday and planned on resting. I did to much yesterday. I Feel Horrible again. After being off for a day things tend to be all screwed up. Not that I should be worrying about it. I am no the…

17 September Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. Its time for another installment of Candi’s Life. Standby for gosh knows what…….. Well People the sun is shining and the temp yesterday was more than I really wanted. I still need to get myself to the doctor. However, what he or she will tell me is to get plenty of…

Where I’m at now

I’ve had the pleasure of seeing where i once was from the eyes of an outsider. Me being the outsider. I’ve read a blog here and there, and recently the pilsbury dough boy who’s stating he’s thinking he’s trans. I can remember when i was in those shoes and those early stages of transition. Now…

6 August Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. Its been a busy week and weekend this far. NExt week does not appear to be going to allow for any easier time either. I have started so many posts this week that didnt get finished its not even funny. Who knows what i was talking about in those posts and…

24 July Journal

Good Evening Folks, its been a manic Monday. Operations will start 7 August and well, I dont feel my area is ready for the day to start. A bunch of sloth working, no coming to work, getting hurt by being stupid idiots. It has gotten to the point that I have to go out into…

HUM 22 July Journal

Good Saturday morning folks. I am trying this beta thingy out and have no idea what its going to do for me. I am not even through the first cup of coffee yet. But ya know, it is only coffee the life of the mornings for a large portion of the USA. Abbot and Costello…

17 July Journal

Good Monday Morning Folks. I hope it isnt like last week. MOnday of manic scale had followed me all week long. I am hoping fo a better week. I need it something fierce.  It is 3:15 am. I woke up at just before 3 with out an alarm. I must be stressing out. I a…

8 July Journal

Good morning Folks, TOday is going to be another day of change. More in the moving forward into my own desolate world of emptiness.  I had hoped to have the funds to make a purchase this weekend for an item that I am losing. I do not and will be reduced by more stuff. I…

5 July journal

It’s humpday folks. It feels like Monday. Sorry last night’s extremely late night of no power and fireworks going off until who knows when, I’m a bit worn out. So yes I’m tired. And close to being cranky.  The world seems to be full of all kinds of stuff on the bs department lately. I’m…

2 July Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. The sun is rather hit and mis today so far. Clouds in and out make for a wonderful sunrise.  Life moves forward in Candi Land. I am getting rather televisioned out and need to do something more contructive like board games or restoring things or something small that I can do…