21 February Journal

God Morning Folks, Monday is complete for this week. It wasnt as bad as usual but still monday no matter what. We still have no internet at work as of yesterday. That makes it nearly impossible to do much of anything. With the printer attached to the network and most communications are from Email its…

17 February journal

Good morning Americans, it’s Friday. Stand by for news, I’m Candice June.  Yes folks it’s Friday, the day that most people adore except Saturday’s. It’s the last day of the working week for many people. I’m no exception to this, this week anyway. My employees have to work. But I’m going to enjoy myself. Some…

Letting Him Go

Well many of you know I have been and still am in the midst of Transitioning. As my earlier post stated, I Am under a lot of STRESS>  My wife told me I have not yet let go of “him”. Another person stated that I am self destructing because I feel guilty about finally being…

15 February Journal.

Good Morning Folks, its wednesday. I am staying home sick today. YEah i will probably be working some, but I am not feeling good at all. Every aura about me is in the dumps. My body just cannot handle the stress anymore and I have to put an end to it. Valentines day was surely…

7 February Journal

Good afternoon folks, I am finally home today. ITs going on 5 pm. and I am BUshed out of energy. Yesterday full of complete work failures. Today wasnt much better but it really was in so many other ways. it gets me to thinking about a lot of things. I will touch on a few…

5 February Journal

Good sunday morning Folks, The sun is shining after a semi wet evening. However that may be short lived per what the weatherman says. I was up at 0345 this morning and did work stuff utul about 7. I ahve since turned it off. I have went on to clean what was left of last…

4 Februray Journal

Good saturday morning Folks. ITs well below feezing here again. and for some reason its below freezing in more ways that one. I am not sure what is going on but my heart feels a bit empty. I am fearful of what ever the future may bring and am worried. I am not sure of…

3 February Journal

Good Morning Americans, Its Friday…. it is also like 0430 in the morning. I am still at home after waking up at 0230. I didnt sleep well last night and I have to go to another location this morning to do our yearly Safety stuff. I am still trying to learn to disconnect. But that…

29 January Journal

Good Morning Folks, Its  sunday. Last night was a crap night for me. Sorry about the rambling of nothingness that just came out. Face book was boring, pinterest and the internet was of no interest either. So I just sat here and started writing something. Just to get somethings out of my head. Then a…

24 January journal

Good morning folks it’s tuesday. And I’ve gota busy day ahead of me now.. But I’ve woke up today with a different attitude. One of getting things done and one of to hell with naysayers.  I talked of taking a nap yesterday, that didn’t happen. Then around like six thirty i must’ve passed out. Next…

22 January Journal

Good Morning folks it sunday. I actually slept a while this morning and still even now im up early for most of the world. Its like 6 am and I slept pretty good for a while then i was just tossing and turning so I got up.  I do have some work to get accomplished…

20 January Journal

Good morning Americans, it’s Friday. What a lovely day is going to be. We get a loudly mouthed person with no couth as president. Oh Lord hopefully we aren’t done for. But only time will tell.  And it’s been busy as usual at work. It’s time to cut out early today. I’m pretty well done…