21 February Journal

God Morning Folks, Monday is complete for this week. It wasnt as bad as usual but still monday no matter what. We still have no internet at work as of yesterday. That makes it nearly impossible to do much of anything. With the printer attached to the network and most communications are from Email its…

20 February journal

Well folks it’s that dreaded Monday again. More and more stacked on my plate. Like Ive got nothing to freaking do at work already. But that’s life i suppose. More and more micro managment. So there came a battle of wits yesterday. Really it wasn’t a battle. But major decisions. As we try to learn…

19 February Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. I am feeling better this morning than i was last night. Its funny how a few un-intended words can put a person into a shitty mood. But I was and now its over. Time to move on. I was sitting outside a few minutes ago. The birds, i think sparrows, just…

18 February Journal

Good Saturday Morning Folks its a wet, yet wonderful saturday morning. I have to be at the vendors location in about two hours so I have a half an hour to write what i want. YEah I am in a rush. But I Feel pretty darn good today. I picked up my glasses last night…

17 February journal

Good morning Americans, it’s Friday. Stand by for news, I’m Candice June.  Yes folks it’s Friday, the day that most people adore except Saturday’s. It’s the last day of the working week for many people. I’m no exception to this, this week anyway. My employees have to work. But I’m going to enjoy myself. Some…

Letting Him Go

Well many of you know I have been and still am in the midst of Transitioning. As my earlier post stated, I Am under a lot of STRESS>  My wife told me I have not yet let go of “him”. Another person stated that I am self destructing because I feel guilty about finally being…

15 February Journal.

Good Morning Folks, its wednesday. I am staying home sick today. YEah i will probably be working some, but I am not feeling good at all. Every aura about me is in the dumps. My body just cannot handle the stress anymore and I have to put an end to it. Valentines day was surely…

12 February Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks, its another cloudy day here. The sun did decide to com out late yesterday. Apparently i am not very well at typing today for some reason. I hate to do it but I have to get back to working some work stuff and hopefully be caught up with what I am…

4 Februray Journal

Good saturday morning Folks. ITs well below feezing here again. and for some reason its below freezing in more ways that one. I am not sure what is going on but my heart feels a bit empty. I am fearful of what ever the future may bring and am worried. I am not sure of…

3 February Journal

Good Morning Americans, Its Friday…. it is also like 0430 in the morning. I am still at home after waking up at 0230. I didnt sleep well last night and I have to go to another location this morning to do our yearly Safety stuff. I am still trying to learn to disconnect. But that…

29 January Journal

Good Morning Folks, Its  sunday. Last night was a crap night for me. Sorry about the rambling of nothingness that just came out. Face book was boring, pinterest and the internet was of no interest either. So I just sat here and started writing something. Just to get somethings out of my head. Then a…

Saturday Night blues

I have no clue whats wrong with me today. Or all week to be honest. I did start feeling pretty good for a day or two and now i am back into the bllues. I wonder if its the hormones? The lack of actual rest? Lack of sleep? Or all three? Or is it just…