30 March journal

Good morning folks it’s Thursday. Though i thought it was Thursday last evening. This week is dragging and yet flying. I’ve not had much of an opportunity to rest in the evenings like I was. Which is something i need to do.  I was up late working on that project for wel work on Tuesday…

25 March Journal

Good morning Lovelies, IT is SATURDAY. I am still tired after a thursday evening of softball practice, and then a a very long day yesterday at work. I just did not feel like cooking so I went to eat. Went to one of my favorite mom and pop hamburger joints and ate a pretty good…

23 march Journal

Good Morning Folks its thurdsday already, wow this week has flown by in a sense, yet, not very productive. The world is crazy and today is no exception. The third attempt now to write this post as I keep hitting a button and losing everything I wrote. Mind you it was not intentional. Today I…

15 March Joural, Past vs Future

Ya know folks, In all this transitioning stuff, I have had to learn something. Make peace with the past and leave it there, or there will be no future. I had to do just that. I am still working on a few pieces of it but I hated alot about my llife and myself. As…

12 March Journal

Good sunday morning Folks, Its kinda white outside. It is below freezing some but isnt all that bad road wise. This time change crap sucks. I cannot stand that we have to change our clocks every six months. IT really doesnt change much other than the fact when the clock reads vs the sun coming…

11 March Journal

Good Saturday Morning folks its 0530. I am in no hurrry today to do anything. I do have a couple things in the plan of today but it isnt much.  I am going to work on one of the rooms I need to clean and try to get it looking way better than it has…

7 March Journal

Good morning folks it’s tuesday a I’m dragging today. I’ve been to bed late to days in a row. Last night I went to the local trans support group meeting. It’s better than it used to be. Still i don’t feel like I fit in with that younger crowd of folks. But still a way…

Becoming Me

As I have moved from a Dual life of him during work hours and her in my non work hours to her full time, I have began to learn many things. Things I knew was to come. These things are much tougher than I thought at first. Yes I was prepared, but as a female…

4 March journal

Good morning folks, it’s Saturday. Yippy! Well sort of yippy lol. I’m hurting everywhere. I spent 10 hours on the floor fixing crap yesterday. When i finally got homei barely could move. This morning is better after 12 hours passed out. I neverd sleep12 hours. I didn’t eat anything till i got home. I didn’t…

27 February journal

Good morning folks it’s Monday. The first day on the test of my life for me as it stands right now. Mistress left yesterday and it was an emotional day for us both. I’m not the most happiest of people today but cannot let this keep me down.  We spoke on what to do about…

22 February Journal

Good Evening my lovelies, hope you all had a great day. Mine was blown apart as usual but thats getting to be a thing I do not wish to discuss anymore. Disussing things like that (which i am doing now) is so damn dpressing. Anyways, dinner is in the oven, another Candi baked dish in…

20 February journal

Well folks it’s that dreaded Monday again. More and more stacked on my plate. Like Ive got nothing to freaking do at work already. But that’s life i suppose. More and more micro managment. So there came a battle of wits yesterday. Really it wasn’t a battle. But major decisions. As we try to learn…