20 August journal

It’s Sunday folks. I still need to pick up my new prescription of meds. Which when i post yesterday’s post you’ll know what’s going on. I just never finished it. I’m contemplating on whether or not to shut down my blog. I’ve got followers that are in need of some of what I write. Others…

15 – 17 August journal

Good morning folks it’s actually Tuesday, feeling like it’s Monday.. I’m kinda on the I’m done side of my job. I’ve been chewed out so much that i feel lower the a snakes belly. Trying to make up for others incompetence showing that i can do that part is leaving the rest of what I’m…

4 August journal

Good morning folks, it’s Friday and I’ve still gotta work tomorrow. I don’t feel good at all. Coughing and stomach issues today. I’m about ready to quit this company. I mean i just don’t care for the issues that are encountered by us on a daily basis. I can either go back on the shop…

14 August Journal

Well its another manic monday peoples. The damn world seems to be falling apart. Impossible Demands on people by jobs and companies to others and other companies. Then tack on the loneliness of being totally a single freak in the world. I know I am not the only one but come on, I am tired…

Where I’m at now

I’ve had the pleasure of seeing where i once was from the eyes of an outsider. Me being the outsider. I’ve read a blog here and there, and recently the pilsbury dough boy who’s stating he’s thinking he’s trans. I can remember when i was in those shoes and those early stages of transition. Now…

13 August Journal

Good Morning folks, Its sunday. I had a vision just a few minutes ago. Yes as crazy as it sounds i did. I will get to tht in a minute. I do know I am tired of being hit on by the ugliest of ugly ducklings in the dating world. I state this as I…

12 August journal

Hey folks it’s Saturday. Maybe if things go right i can call it sausage Saturday from now on. It appears that everyone i know is having sex but me. Even mr pilsbury doughboy had sex with a guy. Omfg what’s wrong with me? I guess I’m a fucking prude. It doesn’t help that i never…

9 August journal

Good afternoon people it’s Wednesday. I sure wished i got paid by the hour again. 14 on Monday & 10 yesterday plus I’m going on 9 today. I’m heading home shortly. I was so down yesterday that I’m suprised i made to and from work and got dinner cooked. Then i showered and passed out…

6 August Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. Its been a busy week and weekend this far. NExt week does not appear to be going to allow for any easier time either. I have started so many posts this week that didnt get finished its not even funny. Who knows what i was talking about in those posts and…

1 August journal

It is tuesday folks. Hopefully a better day than yesterday. The world is seemingly crashing down around me. I am not sure if it is a good or bad thing just yet. I started yesterdays post, but never had a chance to finish it. I am stil worn out from the weekend and just havent…

30 July Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. It is a fair bit cooler than it has been. I even have a couple windows open and had to put my robe on to go outside this morning. Kung Fu is on and a rather favorite show for me. Even today I find some of its things a bit off…

28 July Journal

Good evening Folks, its friday and I have to work at the job tomorrow. Long story that I am going to share in a few. The world has been moving really fast here and the heat index has been murder. My office is anywhere from 85-90 degrees everyday. I stick to my paperwork come mid…