10 march Journal

Thank God Its friday. I am home and about ready to pass out from a long day. It was better yet still almost unproductive on my part as all I did was deal with paychecks yet another day. Why is it so hard for people to punch in on the time clock? So anyways my…

9 March Journal

Good Morning Folks, Its now thursday. I sure wished it was saturday morning. This has been a long week. I went to bed early again last night actually made it when I intended. I ended up waking up at 0230. No alarm just woke up.MIstress isnt here and she tells me she is getting sick…

Because Of

I was speaking to a friend this evening about her Name and Gender change. She needed to know what to do. So i got the info and sent it off to her. Funny how people never seem to need me around unless they need help. That is part of the reason I left texas. All…

8 March journal

It’s humpday folks, good morning everyone. Is rather cold this morning compared to yesterday morning, about thirty degrees.  I finally made it to bed about 645 yesterday evening. I intended to be in bed by 6 at the latest. But a plethora of last minute emergencies had my work phone ringing for over an hour….

7 March Journal

Good morning folks it’s tuesday a I’m dragging today. I’ve been to bed late to days in a row. Last night I went to the local trans support group meeting. It’s better than it used to be. Still i don’t feel like I fit in with that younger crowd of folks. But still a way…

6 March journal

Good morning folks, it’s already half a day done for Monday. For me anyways that is. It’s almost four hours into working. Nothing has gone right today. At least in the payroll department for gettinga few things done but that’sa whole other story.  So I’m waiting on the dentist to open. I am scheduled for…

Becoming Me

As I have moved from a Dual life of him during work hours and her in my non work hours to her full time, I have began to learn many things. Things I knew was to come. These things are much tougher than I thought at first. Yes I was prepared, but as a female…

4 March journal

Good morning folks, it’s Saturday. Yippy! Well sort of yippy lol. I’m hurting everywhere. I spent 10 hours on the floor fixing crap yesterday. When i finally got homei barely could move. This morning is better after 12 hours passed out. I neverd sleep12 hours. I didn’t eat anything till i got home. I didn’t…

3 March Journal

Good Mornning Folks it is 3 am. I am very tired. A puffy face and eyes, tear stained pillows and a mind that was not able to stop made for a long night. Or should I say short. The day off wasnt what i wanted. Work stress and love stress has me just plain in…

2 March Journal

Good morning folks its thursday. I have an appointment today and am to be spending the day with my wife. I am not sure what either will bring but, I am hoping for some decent time together. I also do not think that things will go the way I want it to. MOstly due to…

1 March Journal

Good Morning folks! Can you believe its March. Almost spring time yay! Though the mosquitos are gonna be horrible this year. There really was no winter here this year. Another day of this month of singlism done. I am sure hoping to my my love and wife come home again. This time to stay. Maybe…

28 February Journal

Well folks its tuesday. at least it isnt Monday. I hope today doesnt go like yesterday. I do have some things on my mind though that may or may not be relevant to someones life.  Loneliness, its a sad thing and for some reason I made it through day one of not having my love,…