Tonights television viewing

Batman, then wonder woman, star trek, Sven Goolie. They call it sci-fi Saturday night. It’s always a joy to me. kinks & loves from abezure

Mistress Leather

The look of leather, Encased her curves. Showing a form, Beautiful and erotic. The smell of leather, Mixed with hers. Creating a trance, I could not escape. A spell she cast, Into my empty soul so vast. Eyes of brown, Hair of gold. It all matched, The look and smell of leather. The hand so…

The pain and drain

The anticipation of pain, Filters through my brain. The arousal in my groin, A happy place I am going. My pleasure my pain, It is all yours to gain. My secrets my walls, All there for you to fall. I am your slave, To punish if I misbehave. To credit when I do good, That’s…

My take on a Little in the lifestyle

As you all know,, i asked what a little is. I have found so many simularities in the descriptions. It spawned many writings and posts from others about the subject. My reader is full of posts on littles, as well as my comments section. So my take is probably all wrong, no offense intended, and…

Unkown random words

Open your soul, Empty your mind. All you have is now mine. The clothes you wear, The collar you bear, Shows the world that you are mine. To me you gave it, To taunt and toy. I mold and expose, Humiliate and spank. The way it began, Was the power you put in my hand.

30 May Journal

Good morning kinksters, it’s Friday. Coffee black, cigarette start this day like all the rest. Some reason this day is being weird. Went to bed way early last night. I had an extreme headache, a migraine that is. I haven’t had one of those in well over a year. Stress I suppose It was a…

Perfection and being perfect.

First this came about from “The Aging Sub” and the post on perfection. Along with my post 15 May Journal. Perfection is a road, it is not a destination. It is also in the eye of the beholder. Along with all things there is no such thing as perfect. Yet we are and it is…

Happy Mother’s Day

Happy mother’s day to all the mother’s that read this. I hope it will be very special for you. Now, if you’re a dominate female mother well, you should be having mother’s day every day. So how does your sub/slave make it even more special? Besides the obvious cooking, cleaning and pre-agreed contractural domestic duties….

7 May Journal

They call it hump day. I never get humped our hump on Wednesday. So we call it whacky Wednesday. A day for ass whacking. Our what ever else happens to need whacking. Or the pleasure of the whacker. 🙂 Last night I went to bed quite horny. Had several dreams of sexual desires. Of only…

1 May Journal

Well there isn’t much I have to say today. My funk got worse with a text from Mistress. The day started like any other. The text came about 10:15 this morning. Mistress took our dog to the vet to see why she wasn’t eating, drinking too much water and urinating almost un controllably. She had…

30 April Journal

I don’t feel very owned lately. No time or available time without kids home to keep the dynamic running. I know we need some kind of nightly ritual to reinforce the dynamic. Preferably just before I go to bed. Yet there has been more stress than needed lately. I know that this contributes to the…