21 February Journal

God Morning Folks, Monday is complete for this week. It wasnt as bad as usual but still monday no matter what. We still have no internet at work as of yesterday. That makes it nearly impossible to do much of anything. With the printer attached to the network and most communications are from Email its…

20 February journal

Well folks it’s that dreaded Monday again. More and more stacked on my plate. Like Ive got nothing to freaking do at work already. But that’s life i suppose. More and more micro managment. So there came a battle of wits yesterday. Really it wasn’t a battle. But major decisions. As we try to learn…

19 February Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. I am feeling better this morning than i was last night. Its funny how a few un-intended words can put a person into a shitty mood. But I was and now its over. Time to move on. I was sitting outside a few minutes ago. The birds, i think sparrows, just…

Saturday Night and a stuffed Frog

I sit here all depressed on a saturday night again. Me and my stuffed froggy, listening to big band music. Me feeling sorry for myself. A guilt trip of going out bestowed upon me. Not intentional, but given to me none the less. I am off to go sleep this off. TTFN Love Candi

18 February Journal

Good Saturday Morning Folks its a wet, yet wonderful saturday morning. I have to be at the vendors location in about two hours so I have a half an hour to write what i want. YEah I am in a rush. But I Feel pretty darn good today. I picked up my glasses last night…

17 February journal

Good morning Americans, it’s Friday. Stand by for news, I’m Candice June.  Yes folks it’s Friday, the day that most people adore except Saturday’s. It’s the last day of the working week for many people. I’m no exception to this, this week anyway. My employees have to work. But I’m going to enjoy myself. Some…

Letting Him Go

Well many of you know I have been and still am in the midst of Transitioning. As my earlier post stated, I Am under a lot of STRESS>  My wife told me I have not yet let go of “him”. Another person stated that I am self destructing because I feel guilty about finally being…

15 February Journal.

Good Morning Folks, its wednesday. I am staying home sick today. YEah i will probably be working some, but I am not feeling good at all. Every aura about me is in the dumps. My body just cannot handle the stress anymore and I have to put an end to it. Valentines day was surely…

14 February journal

Good morning folks, it’s valentines day. For what ever it means to you havea great day in it. I’ll be stuck working until i don’t know when. Another person called stating they needed off early due to commitments. So my v day is fucked.  I’ve gotten to where I’m going to turn work off at…

13 February journal

Good morning folks, my phone is still stupid on WordPress. I don’t know why. I finally tried something and so far it’s working. It seems I’ve let folks and life pull me into the storm, rather than being peaceful. I’ve let my own peace be destroyed by those storms. I definatly need to get back…

12 February Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks, its another cloudy day here. The sun did decide to com out late yesterday. Apparently i am not very well at typing today for some reason. I hate to do it but I have to get back to working some work stuff and hopefully be caught up with what I am…

11 February Journal

Well Folks Its saturday evening. Work this morning, eye doctor this afternoon and 300 bucks later waiting on new glasses. My prescrition has obviously changed in 2 years. Mistress has to get some as well and we have to wait until at least next week. This year has been costly no matter where i turn….