19 august Journal

Good saturday Morning folks. It is a day that somehow has reminded me of a person. My best friend in high school. Today is his birthday. Terry was the fellow I hung out with every day, weekend and had lots of fun with doing anything we felt like. He wasnt the cutest of guys but…

20 August journal

It’s Sunday folks. I still need to pick up my new prescription of meds. Which when i post yesterday’s post you’ll know what’s going on. I just never finished it. I’m contemplating on whether or not to shut down my blog. I’ve got followers that are in need of some of what I write. Others…

17 August Journal

Good evening folks. Its thursday and away to the friday soon. I cant wait unless I am told i have to work, which I am going to say I cant. I been working for the last few months every saturday in some way shape or form. That is to inlcude sundays as well. I can…

16 August journal

Good morning folks it’s Wednesday. Well, my phone says it is anyways. I’m hurting pretty bad right now. After doing all the work i did yesterday I’m blah and in pain in more than one way. I had a thought this morning about yesterday. That being the past. Yesterday’s gone with the wind and it’s…

15 – 17 August journal

Good morning folks it’s actually Tuesday, feeling like it’s Monday.. I’m kinda on the I’m done side of my job. I’ve been chewed out so much that i feel lower the a snakes belly. Trying to make up for others incompetence showing that i can do that part is leaving the rest of what I’m…

4 August journal

Good morning folks, it’s Friday and I’ve still gotta work tomorrow. I don’t feel good at all. Coughing and stomach issues today. I’m about ready to quit this company. I mean i just don’t care for the issues that are encountered by us on a daily basis. I can either go back on the shop…

14 August Journal

Well its another manic monday peoples. The damn world seems to be falling apart. Impossible Demands on people by jobs and companies to others and other companies. Then tack on the loneliness of being totally a single freak in the world. I know I am not the only one but come on, I am tired…

Where I’m at now

I’ve had the pleasure of seeing where i once was from the eyes of an outsider. Me being the outsider. I’ve read a blog here and there, and recently the pilsbury dough boy who’s stating he’s thinking he’s trans. I can remember when i was in those shoes and those early stages of transition. Now…

13 August Journal

Good Morning folks, Its sunday. I had a vision just a few minutes ago. Yes as crazy as it sounds i did. I will get to tht in a minute. I do know I am tired of being hit on by the ugliest of ugly ducklings in the dating world. I state this as I…

2 August journal

Good wet Wednesday morning folks. Hopefully today goes better than Monday. Yesterday was a class and nothing got accomplished. Hopefully today i can get caught up on my work. I’ve just really kinda started losing interest in a few things because there’s just too much to do and not enough time or me to go…

12 August journal

Hey folks it’s Saturday. Maybe if things go right i can call it sausage Saturday from now on. It appears that everyone i know is having sex but me. Even mr pilsbury doughboy had sex with a guy. Omfg what’s wrong with me? I guess I’m a fucking prude. It doesn’t help that i never…

9 August journal

Good afternoon people it’s Wednesday. I sure wished i got paid by the hour again. 14 on Monday & 10 yesterday plus I’m going on 9 today. I’m heading home shortly. I was so down yesterday that I’m suprised i made to and from work and got dinner cooked. Then i showered and passed out…