31 March journal

Well folks it’s Friday. It’s also a day off reckoning for myself once again. I broke down once again last night. I just cannot seem to keep shooting emotions in check on some days and that really sucks. Last night was no exception. It started wheni was attempting to get my dad’s birth year. My…

30 March journal

Good morning folks it’s Thursday. Though i thought it was Thursday last evening. This week is dragging and yet flying. I’ve not had much of an opportunity to rest in the evenings like I was. Which is something i need to do.  I was up late working on that project for wel work on Tuesday…

28 March Journal

Good Morning folks, Its tuesday. The storms of yesterday have passed by, yet we are in line for another round of them in the few days. Nothing but rain and storms in the weather forcast. Thats All right, we need some rain anyways.  Speaking of rain, I am doing the daunting task of separating Mistress…

26 March Journal

Good Morning Folks It is sunday morning. Boy it rained off and on all day yesterday. Storms floated all over the country here. It is ok here, though severe stuff has missed us, other areas were not as lucky. My heart goes out the those affected. We had some serious rain last night, let me…

25 March Journal

Good morning Lovelies, IT is SATURDAY. I am still tired after a thursday evening of softball practice, and then a a very long day yesterday at work. I just did not feel like cooking so I went to eat. Went to one of my favorite mom and pop hamburger joints and ate a pretty good…

24 March Jounal

Good MOrning Folks its Friday, Stand by for news. Well it is the finally here, a new life ahead and that means living today and not yesterday. I did speak on the decision Mistress made. She still wants me but cannot be, if that makes sense. She just doesnt like the idea of a “lesbian”…

23 march Journal

Good Morning Folks its thurdsday already, wow this week has flown by in a sense, yet, not very productive. The world is crazy and today is no exception. The third attempt now to write this post as I keep hitting a button and losing everything I wrote. Mind you it was not intentional. Today I…

22 March Journal

Well folks it is officially after noon here. No I didnt start  post earlier like I normally do. I am a tad out of sorts today, again. I am so tired of the cold. Its like in the lower 50’s after 80+ yesterday and it was raining and still cloudy. I am still fighting a…

21 March Journal

Good evening Folks, it is tuesday. It has been a rather decent day. The weather nice and all that and maybe some headway at work for a change. Maybe because no one is giving me the stuff they are supposed to so I have ran out of things to do in a way.  I did…

20 March Journal

Good MOnday morning everyone. I am not doing as well as I have led on to believe. My mornings are usually filled with tears or near tears. MIssing my Angel has been a tough thing to try and get used to. I cannot get used to it. I am so ready for this month to…

Hrt update

Well folks, it’s Friday, St. Patties day. I’ve been in fairly good spirits today. I honestly think I’ve had a turn around mentally. I’ve been on hormones for almost ten months. It’s been a crazy ride, as well as emotional. The emotions have been bad the last month especially. In the increase of both spiro…

18 & 19 March Journal

Good saturday Morning folks. Guess what? Its a wonderful morning. The temps are nice and the rain washed away troubles. YEsterday wasnt so bad either despite the issues I ran into later in the day. But I guess its ok.  We are attempting to get Mistress another vehicle. Not so much that we hate the…