28 February Journal

Well folks its tuesday. at least it isnt Monday. I hope today doesnt go like yesterday. I do have some things on my mind though that may or may not be relevant to someones life.  Loneliness, its a sad thing and for some reason I made it through day one of not having my love,…

27 February journal

Good morning folks it’s Monday. The first day on the test of my life for me as it stands right now. Mistress left yesterday and it was an emotional day for us both. I’m not the most happiest of people today but cannot let this keep me down.  We spoke on what to do about…

26 February Journal

Good morning folks, Its a cool (cold) start to our day here. After a week of unseasonable warm temps its cold again. Tomorrow is to be bringing rain once again. So i got up early as usual yesterday morning. I went and got a mani/pedi and stopped at the beauty supply, and we did our…

23, 24, 25 February journal

Good morning folks, it’s Thursday I’m thinking. The news either had the wrong day or I’m a day ahead. Which is really confusing. However, I’ve been on HRT for nine months today. What a ride this has been. Mostly in the other people front.  Others have two ideas, hate it or accept it. There usually…

22 February Journal

Good Evening my lovelies, hope you all had a great day. Mine was blown apart as usual but thats getting to be a thing I do not wish to discuss anymore. Disussing things like that (which i am doing now) is so damn dpressing. Anyways, dinner is in the oven, another Candi baked dish in…

21 February Journal

God Morning Folks, Monday is complete for this week. It wasnt as bad as usual but still monday no matter what. We still have no internet at work as of yesterday. That makes it nearly impossible to do much of anything. With the printer attached to the network and most communications are from Email its…

20 February journal

Well folks it’s that dreaded Monday again. More and more stacked on my plate. Like Ive got nothing to freaking do at work already. But that’s life i suppose. More and more micro managment. So there came a battle of wits yesterday. Really it wasn’t a battle. But major decisions. As we try to learn…

19 February Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks. I am feeling better this morning than i was last night. Its funny how a few un-intended words can put a person into a shitty mood. But I was and now its over. Time to move on. I was sitting outside a few minutes ago. The birds, i think sparrows, just…

Saturday Night and a stuffed Frog

I sit here all depressed on a saturday night again. Me and my stuffed froggy, listening to big band music. Me feeling sorry for myself. A guilt trip of going out bestowed upon me. Not intentional, but given to me none the less. I am off to go sleep this off. TTFN Love Candi

18 February Journal

Good Saturday Morning Folks its a wet, yet wonderful saturday morning. I have to be at the vendors location in about two hours so I have a half an hour to write what i want. YEah I am in a rush. But I Feel pretty darn good today. I picked up my glasses last night…

17 February journal

Good morning Americans, it’s Friday. Stand by for news, I’m Candice June.  Yes folks it’s Friday, the day that most people adore except Saturday’s. It’s the last day of the working week for many people. I’m no exception to this, this week anyway. My employees have to work. But I’m going to enjoy myself. Some…

Letting Him Go

Well many of you know I have been and still am in the midst of Transitioning. As my earlier post stated, I Am under a lot of STRESS>  My wife told me I have not yet let go of “him”. Another person stated that I am self destructing because I feel guilty about finally being…