Sunday my mother spoke with my wife. It turns out that mom will not accept me. Dad i knew wouldn’t but mom, I figured would be on the fence. Maybe she still technically is. However, it isn’t going to well. My wife did state she is staying with me, and she is taking it day by day.
By the end of the conversation I got feeling that mom was saying goodbye through my wife. That’s the part that hurt more than anything. She even told Mistress that she couldn’t talk to me about it. I guess it’s what it is.
I already knew that is how they would feel. That’s the reason I held held out for all these years. Rejection, turns out though that the worst rejection of all, was my own. Rejecting my own happiness due the sake of others did make me a very angry person. But like the title says, I’m disappointed, but not broken. Hell, I’m not even battered. is kinda funny that I am not even worried. I’m just feeling good about my self.
Well that’s about it for the world of rejection today. It’s not the end of the world. And it’s not anything new for me. this isn’t the first time I’ve been rejected by my folks and we don’t talk much anyway. So that is that.
Have a great evening folks