30 September journal

Hello Americans, this is Candice. It’s Friday, and the last day of the month. Rent is due, payments on other things due as well. We’ll see how i do this month. Since the over time has been cut to zero.  This month has been full of stress. It seems for more than just myself. I’ve…

29 September journal

Good morning folks, it’s Thursday. Today is going to be better, trust me. Hold up your head, stick out your chest and ass, and be you. Lately, if you’ve read this blog, you know I’ve been in the dumps. No wonder that no one is looking my posts, they’ve been rather dreary. Hell i don’t…

28 September journal

Good morning folks it’s humpday. It’s been a rather long week. Stressful at work, stressing in my head. Hope you all are doing well. The temps have cooled off rather nice now. As fall gas come it’s in the fifties and feels rather cold as we went from mid to upper 70s to that. Sitting…

Misconception

There seems to be some misconseptions I’ve heard lately. I’ve come out to family, they seem to think that to live life as a woman, you have to have SRS/GRS. I’ve had to bring light to the subject. No rule that I’m aware of states that for me to live as a female, that i…

27 September, Work, Coming out

Good morning everyone, it’s tuesday. I’ve had a tough day yesterday. Mostly emotional and the good part is that it’s getting better.  Well folks, Coming out now that I have told my parents and siblings is really easy. It seems, though yet to be proven, that no one cares. My boss seems to be understanding…

26 September journal

Good morning folks, it’s Monday. And let me tell ya, it got here way to fast. Gosh, this girl needs some rest. Yesterday was busy and by the timei got home and got my laundry washer and in the dryer well, it was two hours past bed time. 4 am came to soon and being…

25 September Journal

Good Morning Folks, I am Candice, a free person finally. Its Sunday morning and a new beginning. My family has been told and things arent completely right in the world, but, its much more peaceful this morning. The stars were bright and shining and the cool morning air such a wonderful thing in its smell….

The call

Well folks, the came, my tears came and then we were done.. They cannot wrap their heads  around this. But it wasn’t a total loss. I was not told not to come around, yet, i wasn’t told i could. I did remind them of the childhood issue dad caught me with. That seemed to help….

24 September Journal

Good Saturday Morning Folks. Well its the weekend and we are going to get pedicures this morning. Then, well, the phone call from my Folks. I am pretty stressed out now. I was doing pretty good after i found they got the letter. However, the last couple days has been full of anxiety and stress….

Serious thoughts

As i contemplate the discussion tomorrow, i find the following in doing more research; Webster’s New Twentieth Century Dictionary’s definitions of male and female. According to the definition, female is defined as “designating or of the sex that produces ova and bears offspring: opposed to male.” If we go based on this premise, a woman…

23 September journal

Good morning folks it’s Friday. Yay what a wonderful day. The last day of the work week. And for me, another day closer to a wonderful meeting via phone with my folks. More on that later.  Firstly, I’ve been fighting some kind of bladder of issue. after last night, which by the way i actually…