30 June journal

Well folks it’s Thursday. I’m stressed out for the first time in a long while. My visitors are coming tomorrow. I’m off tomorrow and need to finalize the putting away of my fem stuff. I’m not wishing to shock them or start trouble. I am ready in some ways to get this out of the wayand,…

Revealing Conversation

Yesterday evening I had a phone call with my daughter and ex wife. We discussed a few things about our son/brother. Seems he is angry about something and taking it out on his mother and sister. I suppose its ok to be angry, we all get that way. But to Take it out on his…

29 June journal

Good morning folks it’s humpday. Another day to get done. Well anyway, I’ve been having a touch of the stressing out. I’ve got visitors this weekend. And I’m having to be guy this weekend. However I also think, that it’s spy mission. In one wayi want to get this last bit of coming out done….

Visibility or invisibility?

I brought up in my previous post about ultimately being “invisible” as trans ina crowd. Like shopping, work, and living. That has been the ultimate goal of most trans folks to this point in history. Blend in and not be noticed, be called ma’am or sir and just exist a normal life.  However, since many…

A bum deal

What we had I thought was true,Now I’m left with only the blues. Friends up to the end, Though it came with no goodbye to send. Trudging along  With nothing more than a sad song. Sayonara i must say Have a great time in the coming days.

28 June journal

Good morning folks it’s tuesday. Looks like WordPress has updated once again. I can’t say if it’s good or bad yet. Just writing this post is wierd.  Well I went the support group meeting yesterday evening for the first time in a month. I left at the break, the first half was staying on topic….

27 June journal

Good morning every one. Monday sure came way to early. It’s supposed to be Sunday. The world is moving way to fast. Was busy all weekend and didn’t see any television until late yesterday afternoon. I’m in desperate need of a pedi from the nail salon. I’ve got an ok ingrown toenail. Boy does it…

24 June journal

Hello Americans it’s Friday, Friday morning to be exact. What a screwed up week. Luckily I’m almost done with those inspections. Which I’m rather bored with now. Anyway, we got back on the subject BDSM last night. Not sure why, but I’m thinking she wants to get back into the daily rituals of our contract…

23 June journal

Good morning everyone. It’s is Thursday. Another day closer to the weekend. But much happening in our world. We’ve made some changes here. We’ve turned off cable/satellite television. In an attempt to get us off the couch. Not to mention the rising costs of such entertainment. More than half the time we aren’t even watching…

22 June journal

Good morning everyone, hope this finds y’all in good spirits. It is Wednesday, humpday. There isn’t much happening in our world right now. Just work, staying in from the heat. The heat hadn’t been to bad for a few days. But it’s apt to change. Anyway, we’re actually getting things straightened up around the house…

21 June journal

Good morning everyone. Monday is a memory. I’ve been stewing a bit on something from Sunday. We were go together to a friend’s house. I wound up home alone. The morning of I was informed I couldn’t go as Mrs. me but as Mr me. So I decided to stay home. Now this came from…

20 June journal

Good morning folks it’s Monday. Two mornings in a row I’ve woke up with a headache. Today it doesn’t want to go away. Yesterday it went away with some moving around. Today not so much. If I eat certain foods i get a headache. Hopefully that’s the case today, left overs from Saturday night’s dinner….