31 May journal

Good morning everyone. It’s tuesday only four days working this week, weeeeeeee! I am hoping my funk away by the weekend. May be because all I’ve done for two weekends is drive. I’ve not really been feminine. And now I’m not feeling very feminine either. Even launch last night at the support group meeting I…

Drama

I’m a bit sick of drama. The works is so full of it. People are acting like highschool teenagers. It’s rather old, to the point of me becoming a recluse. That is something I know isn’t really good for me. But the bear may come out. I don’t want the angry bear to come out,…

30 may journal

Good morning and happy memorial day every one. Please be sure to take a moment to honor those military, law enforcement, fire fighters and emergency technicians that have or do put their on the line for you to be free. Without that we wouldn’t have some of the things we have here today. I know…

29 May journal

Good Sunday morning everyone. I finally got my coffee cup full of hot go go juice. Not that I really been needing it lately. But anyway, yesterday, we jumped on the bike and took off about one thirty or so. Went out to a state park/state forest about an hour and a half away. Once…

28 May journal

Good morning all you happy people, it’s Saturday. Oh yeah I’ve been up since 330 this morning. At 430 started cleaning house. Made coffee, set up my binder/folder for the transition papers. And have been talking to Mistress. I looked through sale flyers, finding nothing that I’m interested in. Apparently we are not going to…

HRT summary week 1

I know it’s not been seven days. But I need to get on a regiment of getting things written down. I’ve bought a book and a folder thingy to keep stuff in. Anyway, beginning Tuesday my being politely correct to just being correct has come out as is. I’ve said things to one person and…

27 may journal

Good Friday morning everyone. And welcome to a three day weekend here in the united state. I’ve woke up again at three. I guess I need to go to bed later. I’ve also noticed that my mouth isn’t all dry and gross on the mornings like it used to be. I guess some charges have…

Silence

That’s something i should have done, be silent. My big mouth has made my phone silent. My big mouth caused the loss of our friends. I can never live it down. I can try to move on, but, I am leaving the best people I know behind. All because I’ve opened my mouth. Taking back…