Self Acceptance

This is the third rewrite of this post. It’s been drafted for three days. And as my attitude has once again changed. I find I need to be more positive. This past week the deep soul searching and meditation has proven to me, that I have to accept myself. No one can do that for…

31 January journal

Good morning folks it’s Sunday. The sun is shining and the wind is blowing like it does back in Texas. It’s going to be another unseasonably warm day in the seventies. Wow it’s January supposed to be cold until at least mid march. Yesterday Mistress took me to get my hair trimmed. And a bit…

30 January journal

Good Saturday morning everyone, I hope you all slept in today. I know I was up and at em at 430. I just woke up. So I’m watching “I love Lucy”, and just sitting here. I went to late like usual for Fridays. Still I’m awake already. Guess it’s just my body clock doing it’s…

Good morning Mistress

Good morning Mistress, I love you. Have A great day! 🙂 Kisses Hugs & Love Kandia

29 January journal

Good morning every one it’s Friday. Still I’m glad it’s the weekend and yet I just don’t care. I’m still kinda lost for thoughts. I don’t have any. Unless it’s got to do with work and paying bills I’m not thinking of anything. All that is doing is making my hair gray more so than…

28 January journal

Good Thursday morning everyone. Hope all is well. It’s a touch cooler this morning, dropping below freezing. It’s more seasonal. So I got up and find no water flowing. So I grabbed Mistress hair drier and out side I went. To thaw the pipe that comes up to feed our rental place. We had been…

27 January journal

Good morning every one. It’s Wednesday I think. I got up at three thirty for no reason and can’t sleep. I have nothing on my mind to post either. Go figure, I’ve usually got something to say. My mind is just blank. Frankly, I hope it stays blank. I’ve been thinking 900 miles and hour…

26 January journal

Good morning kinksters.. I hope Tuesday finds you all well. The temp is is back down. Won’t rise much of at all today. But the sun will be shining. Yay! Now that I said that, it probably won’t.   We did go to the support meeting last night. Not entirely bad or good for a…

25 January journal

Good morning folks, it’s Monday. Yuck, I hate Monday. But today I’m feeling mentally better. I’m not 100% sure why but, maybe it was Mistress blog from yesterday. Though I thought and felt I was being supported. I knew she wasn’t supporting 100%. I was feeling somewhat alone in my journey. Yet knowing I wasn’t….

24 January journal

A new beginning, In a galaxy far far away, ha who am I kidding. Lol Good morning folks, it’s Sunday. I hope everyone affected by the storm that had blown through the eastern US is safe and sound. We did dodge the siren in my immediate area. There are many that did not.   I’ve…