After dinner i was tied to the wall and flogged. I was having a hard time standing. Which was making Mistress happy. I finally had to call that portion of the scene.
I was moved to the bed face down and flogged pretty hard. I was having some wonderful fun with the flogging. She crawled up between my legs then played my ass cheeks, dragging from up and down my back and ass, teasing my balls with some sharp objects. I was getting into the whole scene, moving in pleasure and moving in pain. I was more accepting of the pain with the pleasure involved. That always seems to make anything better. The next thing i know my ass hole was being pushed on and probed. “Keep that in your ass.” She said. It was a butt plug with a tail on it. It was a wonderful feeling when She tossed the tail and it landed on various parts of my legs and ass. She continued flogging and spanking, enjoying each stroke she still forced the tail to be held. Then silence and peace for a moment. She got off the bed and silently moved around.
She climbed back into the bed, the same position as she was in. The tail and not been kept in and 5 strokes we given for the failure. Then she lifted my butt up and forced me into a position for my ass to be exposed. Exposed more that it already was. Something large was stroking across the rosebud entrance to my ass. “Back in to my cock, you are gonna take this co k like the slut you have begged to be.” I backed up as much as i could, the restraints would not allow me to get on it. I was untied enough to allow me some movement. Then I was told to impale myself on the awaiting phallus. As I did so I was tight and it was a little on the painful side as we havent done this in a good long time. As she entered me and I got comfortable, she grabbed my hips and started pounding away. It was blissful sweet to be fucked again like a whore. She was just going to town as I was getting into the rhythm. I was really going to town and getting into being her slut enjoying every inch of the cock she had me taking. Mistress is out of shape for as I was getting deeply passionate about being fucked she had to stop for her ab muscles were getting worn out. We traded places so I could ride on her cock. I sat my self down on her cock and started riding, moving around in just the right way. I was fondling my entire body.SHe pinched my nipples and was sending me over the edge with such taunting, as she grabbed my cock and started slapping it and stroking it. Then reaching back and getting my nipples. I was losing myself in the pleasure, pain and ecstacy. Mistress went back to toying my cock as I pinched and fondled my nipples and body, caressing it all. The music was some R&B style stuff and I was riding her in rhythm to the tunes, being lost in the moment. (yeah I kinda sound like a girl but it was sure enjoyable. Wouldnt mind having sex of that kind more often.) I started to ask for permission to orgasm, not intending or wanting an ejaculation, I was granted permission. As I went into orgasm and ejaculated at Mistress’ hand, my body started trembling, leaving myself behind and into total orgasm that I really never had before. I let go completely of my self and just did what I always fantasized about, becoming one with an orgasm. AS I did, the orgasm continued, taking control, overpowering the body and its ability to be a “man” i was in bliss as it kept coming and coming.I fell forward and kept riding the cock of my Mistress, then I leaned back to fondle more with hands that were uncontrolable. Everything was shaking and I did not want this to stop. I just kept riding and wanted to keep her Cock in my ass as I came down to stopping my movements. Though I was still shuddering and shaking from the lingering orgasm, I wanted more. I dont think I could have handled more at that moment.
Finally I mangaged to get my self off of the cock and my Mistress. I layed over on my side, trembling, a subspace adventure I wish for again. Though I dont know how long I laid there. I was instructed to clean up everthing and put it away. I remember the clock and even an after I finally got up to clean our play toys, I just didnt have the engergy to really move and do anything. Naked and spent, I didnt care for anything else but to have cuddle time. I could have cared less who would come in and see me nude and exposed. I think I would have actually enjoyed the idea of being a public spectical. Even after over an hour, remembering the clock, i was still in orgasmic bliss and trembling. About a half an hour later I was allowed to excuse myself to bed. I passed out completely and was “dead” til Saturday Morning.
After the events of several of our most recent scenes and our growing love for eachother. Servitude has been Growing tremendously. I wish to use myself for her pleasure and only her pleasure. I also wish to resign a contract with her. I also wish for it to be for life, no release, no safe words, no control. It makes me excited sexually and mentally to belong to such a person. Yes we have been married 10 years this May 28th. We have been together 11 years on May 9th. I have never allowed myself to feel how I feel about her today. Our BDSM Lifestyle stared about 5 years ago, I knew what I wanted out of it, I knew I wanted certain things, sex, chastity, FLR, and it was more of a part time fetish at the time. Since then and Mistress/Wife decision to be more involved as a Dominant mostly to me, We have grown to eachother. We have grown in our desires for eachother. I have grown in knowing that I am so Happy To Be a Slave to This WONDERFUL PERSON i call MISTRESS. I wish to be at her control, humilated by, and bowing to Her at all times. Even Publicly.
I have given thought to our rules as well, they need to be changed and reflect our growth. I cant wait for our last kid to leave the house as the changes that are in process can fully take effect for Her Amusement and PLeasure.
I hope everyone of you who read this is pleased at the writing, it is only I who write this. There is no pressure for me to write other than I have to write something everyday. I enjoy doing this for her Pleasure. I have mentally become her slave, slut, whore, bitch, and anyother pet name that may come along. I LOVE YOU MISTRESS>