21 June journal

Well goood morning folks. I’m late starting my post today. Which is normal i suppose. Especially that I’m tired from sitting ina hard fold out chair in a class for two days. My neck hurts and I’m still exhausted.  I kinda rather had something hit me in the face earlier this week. It’s kinda floated…

15 June Journal

Wow Folks Its Thursday anf half of this month is over. Lordy where is this year going? all into depression I suppose. As I read into stuff I am finding I am about to be so financially broke that I am going to be living on the streets.  This has me rather depressed and I…

14 JUne Journal

Good Happy Hump day folks. I am worn out. I honestly believe most of it is either stress or lack of physically moving every single day like i was before taking this position. Truthfully it isnt healthy and I am trying to find time to move and exercise. I probably need to get a schedule…

13 June journal

Good morning folks it’s Tuesday and it’s been a couple days since I’ve written. Note to self, don’t get drunk. Lol. Yes, Friday nights chemical reset was still being felt even through yesterday. Then add softball on Sunday and I’m pretty darn sore. Today my legs hurt but at least they aren’t jello like yesterday,…

10 June Journal

Good Morning Folks ITs SATURDAY!!! I feel pretty darn good this morning. A night of outdoor cooking and to much bourbon. I dont feel to bad for a girl who was plastered at midnight or what ever time it was that I passed out. BUt now I am still a bit tipsy this morning. I…

9 June Journal

Good Morning Folks, IT is FRIDAY!!! Yup its time for a 2 day vacation. Nothing on my agenda but rest and relaxation. Maybe some house cleaning, but I have no intent of doing much if anything at all. Well, except a couple things.  First I need to make brownies for the American Legion Meeting tomorrow…

First night out

Six O’clock came and and the door bell rang as I was putting my earrings in my ears. That must be him I thought. Running to the door, I sounded like an elephant tramping through the house. Opening the door I see the shadow of a figure that came more into view as the door…

8 June Journal

Good Morning Folks it is thursday., I attempted to sleep in today and ended up with just a back ache from being in bed to long. I went to bed early as I was tired. I should have just gotten up when at my normal time because I am also starting to get a headache….

7 June Journal

Good WEdnesday Morning Folks. I can say I am a tired cookie today. I ended up on the phone with three different folks yesterday evening. My daughter and a couple other people called. My phone had text messages all day, and it helped the day pass but it sure went by awfully slow in comparison…

5 & 6 June journal

Good morning folks, it’s that feared Monday morning. I’m usually dreading it, but today it’s fear. I’m not really 100% sure why but today I’ve got a sinking feeling. Well now it’s Tuesday. Monday came and went ina depressed state andi do feel somewhat better today. I guess it’s guess to a sweet person that…

3 June Journal

Good Saturday Morning Folks, ITs a sunny and wonderful sun rise this morning. I hope you are all well. I am wathcing “The Little Rascals” on tv. I been paying a bill or two this morning and things arent as bad as I tend to make them in my head. BUt all is well. I…

Trans Dating 105

Ok folks so I am attempting to find a way to tell men I am trans. Yes most are not interested in a trans woman. There have been a few that are and those are wonderfully speaking to me. MOst of those are speaking to me with an open mind and treating me as a…