Saturday Night and a stuffed Frog

I sit here all depressed on a saturday night again. Me and my stuffed froggy, listening to big band music. Me feeling sorry for myself. A guilt trip of going out bestowed upon me. Not intentional, but given to me none the less. I am off to go sleep this off. TTFN Love Candi

15 February Journal.

Good Morning Folks, its wednesday. I am staying home sick today. YEah i will probably be working some, but I am not feeling good at all. Every aura about me is in the dumps. My body just cannot handle the stress anymore and I have to put an end to it. Valentines day was surely…

14 February journal

Good morning folks, it’s valentines day. For what ever it means to you havea great day in it. I’ll be stuck working until i don’t know when. Another person called stating they needed off early due to commitments. So my v day is fucked.  I’ve gotten to where I’m going to turn work off at…

13 February journal

Good morning folks, my phone is still stupid on WordPress. I don’t know why. I finally tried something and so far it’s working. It seems I’ve let folks and life pull me into the storm, rather than being peaceful. I’ve let my own peace be destroyed by those storms. I definatly need to get back…

12 February Journal

Good Sunday Morning Folks, its another cloudy day here. The sun did decide to com out late yesterday. Apparently i am not very well at typing today for some reason. I hate to do it but I have to get back to working some work stuff and hopefully be caught up with what I am…

11 February Journal

Well Folks Its saturday evening. Work this morning, eye doctor this afternoon and 300 bucks later waiting on new glasses. My prescrition has obviously changed in 2 years. Mistress has to get some as well and we have to wait until at least next week. This year has been costly no matter where i turn….

9 February journal

So folks Thursday had just about come toa close. I’m rather glad to. The only good of the day was speeding it away with Mistress. Well, the best i could anyways. It’s gotten rather tough to disengage from work for any length of time. the time we spent was fun. Even if it was Dr…

8 February journal

It’sh Hump day folks, what do ya know about that. The world’s turning and life is great. Really it is. The weather was nice this morning so I rode the motorbike to work today. which is always a great mind clearing thing.  I’m home now and boy the temps got cold. Wow… What a long…

7 February Journal

Good afternoon folks, I am finally home today. ITs going on 5 pm. and I am BUshed out of energy. Yesterday full of complete work failures. Today wasnt much better but it really was in so many other ways. it gets me to thinking about a lot of things. I will touch on a few…

5 February Journal

Good sunday morning Folks, The sun is shining after a semi wet evening. However that may be short lived per what the weatherman says. I was up at 0345 this morning and did work stuff utul about 7. I ahve since turned it off. I have went on to clean what was left of last…

Stength

Well, I guess what I thought was a strong love, just isnt strong enough. It appears I will be a bachlorette now. The details arent there, but that is what is going to happen. The box of social norms is way stronger than the love and time spent together over 14 years. So As I…

4 Februray Journal

Good saturday morning Folks. ITs well below feezing here again. and for some reason its below freezing in more ways that one. I am not sure what is going on but my heart feels a bit empty. I am fearful of what ever the future may bring and am worried. I am not sure of…